I never thought this day would come but you are finally here! ! ! Inside me, in my belly!! I can't believe I am pregnant with you, OMG! I love you so much already, my sweet child. I knew I would explode with happiness when this day finally came but I am so overwhelmed by these feelings of joy. I can't stop thinking about you and smiling. I wish you could've seen our reactions when the nurse called with the news, me and my ecstatic tears, your mommy is a crier, that's for sure - and Daddy's face totally lit up with a grin from ear to ear. I know you felt our exuberance. Our embrace. Our love.
Oh Baby, I've loved you before you even existed. To me, you were always there, we just needed to find the same path so that we could be together. And now, 13 days after your conception, I know we are one. Next, I look forward to seeing your heartbeat shortly. I look forward to you growing inside me, a little bit of me, a little bit of Daddy. I'm going to have the big belly that I've wished for for so long! I look forward to it all - the good, the bad and the ugly of what I can expect while I'm expecting you to arrive. And on or around 4/4/11, I look forward to the day I get to meet you, hold you, kiss you. I look forward to that day when our eyes meet and our fingers touch. Best of all, I just look forward to being your Mommy for the rest of my life (-:
Someday, Daddy and I will explain how it took almost 3 years for you to come to be and how we never gave up hope, never gave up trying. How all our (your!) family and friends (and the doctors and nurses and acupuncturists) were cheering us on - so many people had an interest in helping you find your place in the world - and excitedly anticipating the first Baby Fitzgerald. And now you are real... really real and you are going to have so many loved ones from coast-to-coast. Even if we won't share our news with everyone just yet, they will know soon enough and I know they'll all be delighted and eager to meet you. For now, we will keep you all to ourselves while you are still growing stronger and bigger everyday.
Aside from all the joy, today is also a relief. Relief from the aches and pains and fears - they have all subsided and you have completed me - I am so thankful for my angel who finally brought you to me. I love you and always will, Baby! I will take good care of you, sweetheart.
XOXO
Mommy
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